if they ask, i wish i could tell them this

i still go for looks, but never my priority. i go for random acts with a hint of quirkiness and loads of brilliance. too idealistic? i don't know

i could go on forever

dear edward cullen,
i still don't get the hype. i don't find you attractive. i admit, you're good looking but when the entire planet go crazy bout you, i can't comprehend that.

dear twilight fans,
just because i dont enjoy watching this movie, that doesnt make me a criminal. cmon, its individual preferences. and people define romantic in a lot of different ways

dear dear shoes,
would you get mad if i get a new pair? its only been a while but u'r already so so so worn out

dear kenshin,
i really don't know what i would become if you materialize in front of me, like transforming into real human *flustered

dear head,
you are moving so surprisingly slowly, it disappoints me. i don't even express myself well right now

dear already rusty vocabulary,
even the brats have higher vocab than you. what's with that?

dear nani,
i really envy your language skill

dear me,
why do you always feel bad after letting out ur anger?

dear brats,
each time i see that you really understand me, improve because of me, enjoy the time you spend with me, accomplish the tasks that i give you, i drive home feeling like i've just won a trophy

dear mak,
why does taking a good care of yourself seem like luxury to you? it really angers me when i see you trying too much to make things go easy for the others at the price of your rest. you deserve better treatment mak. please, say no to us when you need your rest

dear this person,
i don't get why did you have to bring out 'the other three'. i'm not close with them, not planning to get close either but i'm not jealous. i just feel indifferent bout them

dear this person again,
i think i wanna ask you if you're not satisfied with the way i contribute

dear them,
the reason why i don't care about you is i don't trust you and i think you're cunning

dear artistic side,
i'm ecstatic whenever you appear

dear eyes,
do get better

dear me,
keep changing. for good reasons

dear me again,
it's ok, you're not a carbon copy

dear dad,
it's never easy to show my affection to you. it's so natural with mak but i freeze when it's you. i feel awkward. i'm sorry i don't talk a lot to you. i'm sorry i don't give us a chance to grow closer

.i.am.mean.

i'm probably being biased towards you. each time i see you, each time i hear you, i see flaws and the flaws just continue piling up. this, dies down if you tone down a bit and keep a distance

"seeing you is like pulling teeth hearing your voice is like chewing tin foil"