Sure, let's go

It's not like the world becomes jellies and cupcakes if I stop now.
Believe in it. Write.

Breaking My Ego

"...what starts bitter ends sweet. Don't give up because it's not a choice. I know I'm not helping with my story. I am sorry for that but it's so difficult to change because since forever you are the person only I can honestly share my ups and downs in learning without pissing off anywhr during the convo. Haha. Yes, I am that bitter. I am bitter, pessimistic and hateful. I judge all my move and I look down on myself so whn I have friends like you I let it out without feeling too negative with myself. Anyway, back to you. I understand that it's so difficult to actually do something you don't like or don't believe in. i have being doing that since forever, hence the bitterment. To key to not be consumed and fall deeper into depression is to let out the negativity. Find someone to just let out whtever you want to let out, tell thm you just want to detox the anger and they don't have to calm you down. Aim for smthg. Work for it. No victory is worthy to be proud if there were blood, sweat and tears. *no victory is worthy to be proud if there were NO blood, sweat and tears. You can do it, believe in it. You will succeed, hold on tht. You will make a move pursuing it, work on that. Just chin up, you may thnk you spiralling down but actually this is the first step of you taking hold of the reign of your life. You are not anyone's dreams or hope. You are your own. This is not the pain of the new you but this is the kick start of a better you."



Just when I thought of acting ok, you made me break down