I'm clingy and I'm jealous of...

I hate to use that J word. I really feel like talking bout it with someone. I want to let it out. I've tried but it's never easy. Its so not cool to be like this I know. Its irritating to her I know. Last time, its still acceptable. I was younger. This time makes no sense. I'm a grown up. SOmehow, I keep doing it. Karma. I once neglected her for someone else. Now I have to endure the pain of being in jealous sea